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What are you doing about your healing?

I hate depending on people…

I left my country when I was 21 years old with a deep desire to prove “girls” didn’t have to get married and have kids if they didn’t want to…

Yes I did get married and have children but I got to do what I wanted before hand 🔥I was the first in a large extended family that chose a “not so normal path”

Instead of staying in my parents house until I got married, I went to the other side of the world without a plan…

After living in 5 different countries, I have always carved my own path…

With nobody to bail me…

And settling for what it was easy and comfortable is just not me…

In my healing journey, this desire not to depend on anything served me well…

As I found myself depending on doctors and medications, once more I came back to myself…

What could I do to change my situation?

What could I do each day to help my body and mind?

I took my power back completely…

I vouched myself I wasn’t going to depend on anything…

My healing journey consisted of me, myself and I…

Since chemo finished 2.5 years ago, I haven’t had one single cold…

I haven’t taken any medication

And I don’t take supplements either ( only B12 bcs I eat a plant based diet)My health gets better and better each day…

I believe we all have an incredible power within us…

All the time you keep looking for answers on the outside…

You are distraction yourself from your inner power…

If you are looking to heal yourself, this is my 2 cents on it:

Stop looking on the outside, spend time finding the answers within you.

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𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗖𝗔𝗡’𝗧 𝗢𝗨𝗧𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗥𝗖𝗘 𝗣𝗛𝗬𝗦𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟 𝗢𝗥 𝗘𝗠𝗢𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗔𝗟 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚

Don’t want to hear that huh?

𝙃𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙮 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙊𝙉𝙇𝙔…

There are definitely complementary things you can do to support health…

But expecting people to do the work for you is only an ILLUSION…

You might think it is a “rich statement” coming from someone who has had 12 sessions of chemo right?

Well the 12 sessions of chemo did its own job indeed and I am grateful for that…

𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙄 𝙗𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙬??

𝘿𝙚𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚…

𝙋𝙝𝙮𝙨𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮…

The work I did during 7.5 months day in day out couldn’t have been outsourced…

Spending 7.5 months by myself in self quarantine allowed myself to do internal work I needed to do.

These days I believe in all possibilities because I saw what my body went through and what it was capable for…

I felt how emotionally numb and lost I was and how I was able to change my internal world…

People ask me all the time:

𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙞𝙙?

Answer: there wasn’t one thing. There were many things and the relentless determined action I took every single day.

𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙞𝙩?

I stopped searching for outside answers and spent time getting to know who I was.

I started owing and showing up to who I was.

No more hiding…

No more lies…

𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘁𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗴𝗼 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗶𝘀?

I build my certainty each day I was prepared to take action towards creating a new body, mind and soul.

I had plenty of excuses to not do it but I dragged myself to do it when I was sick and scared for my life at the beginning.

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙄 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙪𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛…

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙪𝙡𝙩𝙨 𝙄 𝙜𝙤𝙩…

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙪𝙡𝙩𝙨 𝙄 𝙜𝙤𝙩, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙩…

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙮 𝙄 𝙗𝙪𝙞𝙡𝙙…

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙄 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧…

𝙄𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙥𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙚𝘼 𝙙𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙥𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙚…

If you are in a situation where you feel:

Lost and fearful

Unhappy and unfulfilled

Physically and emotionally uncomfortable

It doesn’t have to be about a diagnosis only…

𝗟𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝘂𝘀 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘀𝘁, 𝘂𝗻𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆, 𝗽𝗵𝘆𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲…

𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱𝘀 𝗶𝘁…

𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗶𝘁…

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝘀𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗶𝘀:𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻?

𝗠𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗘.𝗩.𝗘.𝗥.𝗬.𝗧.𝗛.𝗜.𝗡.𝗚

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