I spent many years in my life thinking I knew it allโฆ
Until I was forced to see that I didnโtโฆ
๐๐ฎ ๐๐๐๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐จ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐๐โฆ
๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ข๐ค๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ข๐ค๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐๐ก ๐๐ง๐๐จ๐๐จ ๐๐ฃ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐๐โฆ
๐ฟ๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐ค๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ฉ ๐๐๐จ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ก๐ค๐จ๐ฉโฆ.
๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃ’๐ฉ ๐๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ฎ๐๐ง ๐๐๐ก๐ฉ ๐๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ช๐ก ๐๐ค๐ง ๐๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ช๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฎ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ช๐ก ๐๐ค๐งโฆSo I ask myselfโฆ
Is the knowledge I have serving me?
Is this โknow it allโ attitude serving me?
Jezzโฆthe answer was obviousโฆ
Hell noโฆ
๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐จ๐ฉ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐๐จ๐๐จ ๐๐ซ๐๐งโฆ
๐ผ ๐๐ช๐ง๐ฃ๐ค๐ช๐ฉโฆ
๐ผ ๐๐๐ง๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ค๐จ๐๐จ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฉ ๐จ๐๐ค๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ค๐ง๐โฆ
Was I going to stay living in fear or was I going to play full out???
Now you are probably asking yourselfโฆ
How can you play full out while going through cancer treatment???
Let me tell you honestly what the 7.5 months chemotherapy treatment was like for meโฆ
I was at home by myself a lot of the timeโฆ
Getting to know who I wasโฆ
Having the courage to go withinโฆ
Many people are too scared to do any of these things and spend their whole lives running away from themselvesโฆ
During chemo, I learned to love myself so deeply I could feel each cell in my bodyโฆ
I learned how to be vulnerable and get to the core of my true selfโฆ
There was no more fear to live fearlesslyโฆ
There no more what ifsโฆ
There was me, myself and I getting in touch with who I was really meant to be and what I was meant to doโฆ
Now if that is not playing full outโฆ
I am not sure what it isโฆ
Many people are hiding behind a faรงade of โI know it allโ and they are missing out on the opportunity of knowing a better wayโฆ
An easier wayโฆ
A faster wayโฆ
Because the truth is they are too scared to admit that their know it all mindset is keeping them unhappy, lost and disconnectedโฆ
And far from where they want to be…
These days I am coachable because I spent too many years living a life I didn’t want to live…
Being who I was not meant to be…
These days I pay to go faster, to get someone’s else perspective on my S***
These days I tackle my issues with the humility of a child because I no longer have time or energy to waste in being and living like once I did…
These days I value a lot more living a life I want to live NOW
Not tomorrow, not in 1 years time…
JUST NOW…