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Someone I know is dying…

To say that this shake my soul is an understatementโ€ฆnot only because she is an incredible woman but it makes me reflect on my own journeyโ€ฆ.Not a long time ago, I was sitting at the reception room waiting for chemo alongside this lovely womanโ€ฆI feel like a life time has passed since thenโ€ฆIt is crazy to think I get DM everyday from people asking me:

๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ž๐š๐ญ?

๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ?

Especially when I post bikini pictures on

So easy for people to look at me today and not see that:3 years ago, I spent many days finding hard to get out of bedโ€ฆ.But I dragged my body to go for a walk every single day during chemo when I was feeling sick as a dogโ€ฆ

I changed my entire diet and my relationship with food as well as my familyโ€™s

I exercised hard on my best days during chemo (even cycled to chemo when I could)

I worked through all of my emotional baggage, facing it head on by confronting my worst fears and my pain

I promised myself I was going to create a new body, mind and soul as my main goal

I invested on my personal development $$$$$ and started treating myself as a priorityIn the process, if I could give myself advice back then this is what I would have said

Angelica, be patientโ€ฆyour next step will show up in front of you when you are readyโ€ฆkeep trusting God and the process.

Angelica, if you want to spread your message and help people for real, put your own ego and pride aside and learn from somebody who is where you want to be in any area of your life you feel stuck.Investing on yourself is investing on your health.

Angelica, be courageous and proud of your story every single day. What you have accomplished is extraordinary and people can learn so much from you. People need to hear the truth. Donโ€™t hold anything back, tell them where you have been, tell them what you wished someone had told you shake them so they can wake up.

๐˜›๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏโ€ฆ

๐˜“๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆโ€ฆ

๐˜‹๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆโ€ฆ

.๐˜š๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐโ€ฆ.

๐˜š๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฏ…

๐˜‰๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜งโ€ฆ๐˜›๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏโ€ฆ

โ€œ๐—ข๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐˜‚๐—ฝ๐—”๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ปโ€™๐˜ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜† ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด๐˜€ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ. ๐——๐—ผ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„โ€

Paulo Coelho