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Before cancer I used to lie to myself

“𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩” (𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘦)

“𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘶𝘨𝘢𝘳” (𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘦)

“𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘺” (𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘦)

“𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘦𝘹𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘦” (𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘦)

This was also a lie:

“𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘳𝘺”

“𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥”

When people tell me it is too hard to change…

I always tell them that I know it is…

Because I have done it…

But the difference between the old Angelica and Angelica now is simple

What was important to me then is no longer important to me now

What I did lie to me about then I don’t lie about it now”

Before I chose

hangovers

stress

sugar

eating unhealthy

anger and resentment

even though it made me

exhausted physically and emotionally

These days I choose

Eating healthy for real

not drinking alcohol

My own home made treats

Feeling happy and fulfilled

Physical and emotional habits that serve me…

These days I choose ME

It is insane what I did before…

the life I was living…

Even though I was living in incredible unhappiness and exhaustion…

lying to myself was easier

It made me think I was right

It was comfortable…

Until I had enough of my s***

Well until I had to fight for my own life…

Things didn’t change…

I see a trend in all of my clients when they say YES to me

They are saying YES to themselves

They are recognizing that they have had enough of being comfortable

They are scared but they acknowledge they need to take different actions if they want different results

They are over lying to themselves and they are ready to get out of their comfortable zone

If that is where you are at as an entrepreneur, let’s connect to see if I can help you…

If anything, you will get more clarity on where you are at and what your goals are…

I am looking to work with entrepreneurs who are ready to take massive action to change how they feel physically and emotionally…

If that is you, book a call