I remember thinking before cancer…
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Why does my life need to be so hard?
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Why do I get the worse of it all?
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When I opened myself to the answer…
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It was hard to admit that….
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My life hadn’t been hard at all…
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Everyone goes through S***
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I am just like everyone else….
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We all go through challenging things…
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the only difference is how some react to their challenges…
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That was the most “challenging” habit I had to change – my way of thinking…
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Thinking that I was special lead me to think and feel unconsciously that…
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I was a victim…
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When you feel like a victim unconsciously, you behave like a victim unconsciously…
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Thinking that I was special lead me to think that somehow
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life owed me some sort of free miracle that would make all my problems go away…
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That made me behave like a helpless person who couldn’t take control of her life…
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The crazy thing is….
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I thought I was in charge…
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I was strong…
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I could take whatever it came my way by myself….
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It wasn’t until I took responsibility of what was really going on inside me…
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and accepted what I couldn’t do alone….
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that things didn’t start to change…
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You might be reading this thinking….
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here is the sales pitch again…
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Truth is if you can’t acknowledge that you need help when you have
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been trying to change your body your own life,
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when you have tried to change the relationship with yourself your whole life
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when all you attract is dysfunctional relationships around you
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when your internal state is constantly stressed, anxious, worry…
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then this is why you can’t change…
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I changed a lot of my body and mind by myself, by reading books, studying, listening to free videos and podcast….
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but to change my internal state….
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my broken relationships….
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my resentment….
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and my anger issues…
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I needed to see someone….and I needed to do more than hop from one free webinar to the other.
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and it wasn’t free.
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