๐๐ช๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ค๐ฃ๐ก๐ฎ ๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ค ๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง๐จ๐๐ก๐ ๐ค๐ช๐ฉ ๐ค๐ ๐๐ฉ
Nobody knows what it is like to have cancer until you go through it
Nobody knows what it is like to go through chemo until you go through it
But as tough as it was, I was the only one who could get myself out of that state
State of sickness
Physically
That state of feeling and being emotionally broken and lost
Nobody could make different choices for me
I had to do it…
Someone might be able to prepare you the food
But you are the only one who can eat it
and making different choices each day
๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ข๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐จ๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐ค ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ง๐ค๐ฃ๐๐๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ฃ 2018
To create the best body I have ever had at 42 years old
To let go of all my anger and resentment…
To start a business from scratch and build it to 6-figures…
My answer is simple but yet not simple
I changed my physical and emotional habits…
Simple because you might think that it is obvious that you need to do that…
Not so obvious when you are actually the one having to put into practice
Implementation is the missing link that most people struggle with
Accountability to start a new journey is the glue that stick everything together for good…
And yes I had choices…
I could have turned up to chemo, cave in to being sick 24/7 hours which I was…
I could have fallen into an even deeper victim mode than I had been living in…
But this time, I took massive action in small steps…
๐ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ “๐บ๐ฒ”
Despite of all the challenges…
The daring diagnosis…
The 24/7 handover feeling chemo gave me the entire 7.5 months
The fear of dying and living my 6 and 4 years old kids
The fear of failing
Failing to forgive
Failing to let go
Failing to go all in
and start all over…
a new body
a new mind
a new life
๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ’๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐จ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ
๐ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ’๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฑ
We come to this life to evolve as a human being
and we get opportunities to do so throughout our lives…
Raising up to it – what life is about…
Raising up to it is success…
I spend most of life trying to create a life without problems before cancer…
When in reality I didn’t realised that it wasn’t about focusing on not having problems…
But learning how to react to them.
Have a blessed day!