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Nobody knows your story

๐™—๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™๐™ค ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™œ๐™š๐™ฉ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง๐™จ๐™š๐™ก๐™› ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ž๐™ฉ

Nobody knows what it is like to have cancer until you go through it

Nobody knows what it is like to go through chemo until you go through it

But as tough as it was, I was the only one who could get myself out of that state

State of sickness

Physically

That state of feeling and being emotionally broken and lost

Nobody could make different choices for me

I had to do it…

Someone might be able to prepare you the food

But you are the only one who can eat it

and making different choices each day

๐™’๐™๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™ค๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™š ๐™–๐™จ๐™  ๐™ข๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™„ ๐™™๐™ž๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™›๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™จ๐™ ๐™˜๐™๐™š๐™ข๐™ค ๐™›๐™š๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™„ ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ง๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ 2018

To create the best body I have ever had at 42 years old

To let go of all my anger and resentment…

To start a business from scratch and build it to 6-figures…

My answer is simple but yet not simple

I changed my physical and emotional habits…

Simple because you might think that it is obvious that you need to do that…

Not so obvious when you are actually the one having to put into practice

Implementation is the missing link that most people struggle with

Accountability to start a new journey is the glue that stick everything together for good…

And yes I had choices…

I could have turned up to chemo, cave in to being sick 24/7 hours which I was…

I could have fallen into an even deeper victim mode than I had been living in…

But this time, I took massive action in small steps…

๐—œ ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜„ “๐—บ๐—ฒ”

Despite of all the challenges…

The daring diagnosis…

The 24/7 handover feeling chemo gave me the entire 7.5 months

The fear of dying and living my 6 and 4 years old kids

The fear of failing

Failing to forgive

Failing to let go

Failing to go all in

and start all over…

a new body

a new mind

a new life

๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ’๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ

๐˜ˆ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ’๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ

We come to this life to evolve as a human being

and we get opportunities to do so throughout our lives…

Raising up to it – what life is about…

Raising up to it is success…

I spend most of life trying to create a life without problems before cancer…

When in reality I didn’t realised that it wasn’t about focusing on not having problems…

But learning how to react to them.

Have a blessed day!

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