There is the physical healing…
The emotional…
The spiritual…
The professional…
The list can go on for a while…
But I found that the biggest and most important element and deciding factor is only one
WANTING TO BE HEALED…
All the time I treated my health as third or fourth priority, I got what I put in…
Sickness in my body…
All the time I ignored my emotional health, I got what I put in…
Despair, anger, resentment, feeling lost and victimized
All the time I followed what I thought it was expected of me, my professional life was a constantly race in a stupid threadmill…
With 0 fulfillment…
It took me so much courage to wanting to heal…
Because when I made that decision there were 2 things I had to admit….
First one was that I had been doing A LOT of things wrong…
When I say a lot I mean ALMOST EVERYTHING…
Trying being a “perfectionist”, “type A” personality needing to do that…
The second thing I had to admit was that I couldn’t do it all my own…
Even though I had done life on my own for my whole life…
Or at least I felt like it…
These days I am so passionate about what I went through, that sharing what I learned with my clients is my biggest and deepest passion…
When it comes to explaining to people what feeling healed means…
I feel sometimes it is hard to explain…
I lived so long in disharmony with my body and my self that feeling healed means
EVERYTHING…
Feeling healed means to have a delicious relationship with my body
Feeling healed means being able to catch myself up and being honest with myself when I need to
Feeling healed means having a close relationship with my inner voice, so close that sometimes I have to laugh at it:
Jeez, are you going to go crazy again?
Feeling healed means loving myself A LOT, the ugly and the beautiful for all I have been and for all that I am…
Nothing and nobody will ever take this feeling away from me…
Because feeling healed makes me want to cultivate that feeling everyday…
So yes I don’t take it for granted…
I still cultivate that feeling every single day…