I spent many years in my life thinking I knew it allโ€ฆ

Until I was forced to see that I didnโ€™tโ€ฆ

๐™ˆ๐™ฎ ๐™๐™š๐™–๐™ก๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™๐™–๐™™ ๐™—๐™š๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™จ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™š๐™™โ€ฆ

๐™„ ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™จ ๐™›๐™–๐™˜๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ข๐™ค๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™˜๐™๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™š๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™š๐™ข๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ก ๐™˜๐™ง๐™ž๐™จ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ž๐™›๐™šโ€ฆ

๐˜ฟ๐™š๐™š๐™ฅ ๐™™๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™ฃ ๐™„ ๐™›๐™š๐™ก๐™ฉ ๐™™๐™ž๐™จ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™˜๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™จ๐™ฉโ€ฆ.

๐™„ ๐™™๐™ž๐™™๐™ฃ’๐™ฉ ๐™๐™–๐™ซ๐™š ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™Ÿ๐™ค๐™ฎ๐™Š๐™ง ๐™›๐™š๐™ก๐™ฉ ๐™œ๐™ง๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š๐™›๐™ช๐™ก ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ค๐™ช๐™œ๐™ ๐™„ ๐™๐™–๐™™ ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง๐™ฎ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™—๐™š ๐™œ๐™ง๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š๐™›๐™ช๐™ก ๐™›๐™ค๐™งโ€ฆSo I ask myselfโ€ฆ

Is the knowledge I have serving me?

Is this โ€œknow it allโ€ attitude serving me?

Jezzโ€ฆthe answer was obviousโ€ฆ

Hell noโ€ฆ

๐™„ ๐™๐™–๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™—๐™ž๐™œ๐™œ๐™š๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™ก๐™ž๐™›๐™š ๐™˜๐™ง๐™ž๐™จ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™งโ€ฆ

๐˜ผ ๐™—๐™ช๐™ง๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉโ€ฆ

๐˜ผ ๐™™๐™–๐™ง๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™™๐™ž๐™–๐™œ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™จ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™๐™ค๐™ค๐™  ๐™ข๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ง๐™šโ€ฆ

Was I going to stay living in fear or was I going to play full out???

Now you are probably asking yourselfโ€ฆ

How can you play full out while going through cancer treatment???

Let me tell you honestly what the 7.5 months chemotherapy treatment was like for meโ€ฆ

I was at home by myself a lot of the timeโ€ฆ

Getting to know who I wasโ€ฆ

Having the courage to go withinโ€ฆ

Many people are too scared to do any of these things and spend their whole lives running away from themselvesโ€ฆ

During chemo, I learned to love myself so deeply I could feel each cell in my bodyโ€ฆ

I learned how to be vulnerable and get to the core of my true selfโ€ฆ

There was no more fear to live fearlesslyโ€ฆ

There no more what ifsโ€ฆ

There was me, myself and I getting in touch with who I was really meant to be and what I was meant to doโ€ฆ

Now if that is not playing full outโ€ฆ

I am not sure what it isโ€ฆ

Many people are hiding behind a faรงade of โ€œI know it allโ€ and they are missing out on the opportunity of knowing a better wayโ€ฆ

An easier wayโ€ฆ

A faster wayโ€ฆ

Because the truth is they are too scared to admit that their know it all mindset is keeping them unhappy, lost and disconnectedโ€ฆ

And far from where they want to be…

These days I am coachable because I spent too many years living a life I didn’t want to live…

Being who I was not meant to be…

These days I pay to go faster, to get someone’s else perspective on my S***

These days I tackle my issues with the humility of a child because I no longer have time or energy to waste in being and living like once I did…

These days I value a lot more living a life I want to live NOW

Not tomorrow, not in 1 years time…


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