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๐ˆ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐š๐ข๐ง ๐›๐ข๐ ๐ ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐š๐œ๐ซ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ๐ž?

When people ask meโ€ฆHow did you do it?

Change your diet while feeling sick as a dog during chemo?

Exercising while you could barely get up in the morning?

Never drank any alcohol after your diagnosis?(after binge drinking for 15 years)

Found forgiveness?

Let go of your past?My answer is simple:

๐ˆ ๐–๐€๐๐“๐„๐ƒ ๐“๐Ž ๐’๐”๐‘๐•๐ˆ๐•๐„

I wanted to live so badly that my pain became bigger than

Saying no to chocolate or blue cheese became easy

Saying no to alcohol which I was addicted to was fine(no I wasnโ€™t considered an alcoholic but I drank away too much)

My pain became bigger than my willingness to let go my past and forgiveโ€ฆ

Than my stupid stubbornness to being rightI wanted to liveโ€ฆ

That simple…

I was prepared to do whatever it tookAnd this is why I am here today

๐™๐™š๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™๐™š๐™–๐™ก๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™š๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™๐™–๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™š๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™„ ๐™๐™–๐™ซ๐™š ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง ๐™—๐™š๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™–๐™ฉ 42 ๐™ฎ๐™š๐™–๐™ง๐™จ ๐™ค๐™ก๐™™

๐™ƒ๐™š๐™ก๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™ค๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™–๐™˜๐™๐™ž๐™š๐™ซ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™จ๐™–๐™ข๐™š

๐™‡๐™ž๐™ซ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ฅ๐™ช๐™ง๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™จ๐™š ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™จ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ

Until my pain was bigger than my commitment to putting myself in an uncomfortable placeIโ€™d be honestโ€ฆIโ€™d have just stayed thereโ€ฆ

Doing the same things getting the same resultsโ€ฆ

๐˜“๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ป๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ

๐˜—๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต

๐˜—๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ

๐˜‹๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ดโ€ฆ

๐˜ˆ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ช๐˜ตโ€ฆ.

If your pain is big enough that you want to change your habitsโ€ฆ

If your pain is big enough is keeping yourself awake at nightโ€ฆ

If your pain is big enough that you feel overwhelmed by itโ€ฆ.

Join my

๐™๐™๐™€๐™€ ๐˜พ๐™ƒ๐˜ผ๐™‡๐™‡๐™€๐™‰๐™‚๐™€

๐˜พ๐™๐™๐™Ž๐™ƒ ๐™”๐™Š๐™๐™ ๐™‚๐™Š๐˜ผ๐™‡๐™Ž

๐˜พ๐™๐™๐™Ž๐™ƒ ๐™”๐™Š๐™๐™ ๐™ƒ๐˜ผ๐˜ฝ๐™„๐™๐™Ž

Because it sounds like you are ready to change your life

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