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Please STOP thinking you are special….

I remember thinking before cancer…

Why does my life need to be so hard?

Why do I get the worse of it all?

When I opened myself to the answer…

It was hard to admit that….

My life hadn’t been hard at all…

Everyone goes through S***

I am just like everyone else….

We all go through challenging things…

the only difference is how some react to their challenges…

That was the most “challenging” habit I had to change – my way of thinking…

Thinking that I was special lead me to think and feel unconsciously that…

I was a victim…

When you feel like a victim unconsciously, you behave like a victim unconsciously…

Thinking that I was special lead me to think that somehow

life owed me some sort of free miracle that would make all my problems go away…

That made me behave like a helpless person who couldn’t take control of her life…

The crazy thing is….

I thought I was in charge…

I was strong…

I could take whatever it came my way by myself….

It wasn’t until I took responsibility of what was really going on inside me…

and accepted what I couldn’t do alone….

that things didn’t start to change…

You might be reading this thinking….

here is the sales pitch again…

Truth is if you can’t acknowledge that you need help when you have

been trying to change your body your own life,

when you have tried to change the relationship with yourself your whole life

when all you attract is dysfunctional relationships around you

when your internal state is constantly stressed, anxious, worry…

then this is why you can’t change…

I changed a lot of my body and mind by myself, by reading books, studying, listening to free videos and podcast….

but to change my internal state….

my broken relationships….

my resentment….

and my anger issues…

I needed to see someone….and I needed to do more than hop from one free webinar to the other.

and it wasn’t free.

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