“๐๐๐๐ง ๐๐ค๐๐จ๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ค๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐ฉ๐, ๐๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ค๐ฅ๐จ ๐ก๐๐๐โ
When the pastor asked me what do you think it is going to happen if you die?
I was sobbingโฆ
I had so much fear inside my head to leave my kidsโฆ
My husband…
To leave my lifeโฆ
And everything I wanted to liveโฆ
As I imagined my funeral dayโฆ
๐๐บ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ๐ด
๐๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ ๐ด๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ
๐๐ฐ๐บ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด, ๐จ๐ช๐ณ๐ญ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด, ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ด
๐๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด
Without me…
I answered the question:
๐๐ค๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐จ ๐๐ค๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฃ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐
My kids, my husband would be sad but they would need to keep livingโฆ
As I left the pastorโs officeI felt free…
It was exactly what I needed to hear…
Maybe a little tough for some but for me was divinely presented by the pastor…
As God presented each step in my journey to healing…
๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ป’๐ ๐ด๐ผ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ ๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด…
Instead….
I was going to live each day to the full….
๐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ…
๐๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ….
๐๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐บ…
๐๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐จ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด….
๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ค๐ช๐ฆ๐ต๐บ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ฆ…
๐๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ๐บ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ 6 ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต…
All of that baggage and beliefs…
Came with me everywhere I went…
And it got me sick….
These days when I have a stressful day, a difficult conversation, a challenging time….
I remember the days I couldn’t even get out of bed….
What an amazing gift to live again….
and go through challenges again…
๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ก๐๐๐….
๐ฟ๐ค๐ฃ’๐ฉ ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ช๐จ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฃ…
๐๐ค ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐….
๐๐ค ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ฅ๐๐ฎ๐จ๐๐๐๐ก ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐ (๐ฎ๐๐จ ๐๐ง๐ค๐ข ๐๐ญ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ค๐ช๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ ๐๐ญ๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐จ๐๐ซ๐๐ก๐ฎ)
๐ฟ๐ค๐ฃ’๐ฉ ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ช๐จ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ค๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ค๐ฃ’๐ฉ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฎ (๐ฉ๐๐๐จ ๐ช๐ฃ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฃ๐๐จ๐จ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐จ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ฅ๐๐ฎ๐จ๐๐๐๐ก ๐๐ค๐๐ฎ)
Instead
๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐จ๐๐ค๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐…
๐ฝ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ค ๐๐ฉ…
๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐ช๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ช๐๐ …
๐๐๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ฅ๐จ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฎ ๐ง๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐ก๐๐จ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐๐ค๐๐ก๐จ…
๐ฝ๐๐๐๐ช๐จ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ค, ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ง๐๐จ๐ช๐ก๐ฉ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ….
Not in a million years I would have thought I would be at the best shape in my life after cancer treatment
Not in a million years I thought I would have my own business helping people to change their lives….
It all started with a decision…
A decision to live a life that I wanted….
On my terms…
And a decision to doing the work every day….
Everything that was required to get there and beyond…